All so fast

Well, I don't really want to post much on this post because it is not really good news. I mean in a way it is good news and in another not so good. Well my Lola ( Grandma ) passed on yesterday April 1st around 2-3 pm around there. I got picked up at school and went to visit her at the hospital. I saw her maybe 30 minutes before she left and I didn't really know what to do. Of course right now I am sad thinking about the times we had and all that. Her room is right across from mine and it will never be the same anymore. I just wished I could of spent more time with her or talk to her more, of course me I didn't really care I just played my video games or I was on the computer, Of course I am going to regret it because she is gone now and I thought I would have learned my lesson after a few things that happened in my life but I guess I haven't. I don't think she knew how much I actually cared about her though, I ignored her sometimes when she use to tell me to do things like wash the dishes or clean my room. But I guess it's all gone now, she is with my brother, my auntie, and my lolo ( grandpa ). I just hope when she was alive she realized how much i loved her. But I can't do anything now of course I just hope she is happy up there and I hope I get to see all of them again one day especially my brother since I have never seen him before. Well I guess I am done for this post and if i don't post for a while you'll know why now..

Rest in Peace Lola , I love you.