Stress

Well, Since there is about 5 weeks of school left that means many things. Such as getting grades up, keeping up with things, and basically that's it. Main goal is to focus on school and do all my work. Well this week is STAR testing week and it makes this week really boring. I am just trying to focus on my missing assignments from my classes that I am not doing that well in, So hopefully I can get them up by the time I go to LA. So anyways. my parents bought a Pearl River Grand Piano and it is pretty nice. Oh yeah! & by the way I bought GTA IV and I have to say You have to buy it !


Enjoy

1 Year Gone

Well to cut to the chase, After one full year of growing my hair out. It's all gone, cut, wasted? Not really, But it is cut and I guess it's pretty nice? Looks cleaner than my long hair though

Sorry No pics !

Get Away

Yesterday ; Saturday. Went to SFO , Auntie's house, and then to Pacifica Beach to practice some of my photography.

To sum it up it was a well spent Saturday and a nice get away from everything.


Lately I have been thinking that I should start becoming more open to photography such as going out more and taking more photos. Talking to people that have experience in photography. I want to be able to do this as a job or something when I get older. So I have a few goals for my photography

Photography Goals :

Learn more about my Camera & how to use it ( Conditions / Lighting )
Practice Portrait & Group Shots
Buy a Battery Grip & Speedlite Flash
Buy Lenses ( Wide Angles / Telephoto )




Enjoy

Past Few Days

Well, I have been really busy in a way for the past seven days. To sum all of this up, I had a loss in my family, relatives coming over, a funeral to attend, cleaning up, and celebrations. Oh yeah, can't forget the make up work at school :P
Lets go day by day so you can know what I did :

Wed - Fri : Clean up the house for relatives coming over, recover from what has happened on Tuesday and buy clothes for the funeral

Sat : See my relatives from Guam and around the bay area and have them sleep over our house until the day of the funeral.

Sun : 1st viewing at Bryan-Braker Funeral home and got to see some other relatives there

Mon : 2nd viewing and rosary at Mt. Carmel Catholic Church

Tue : Funeral and Pallbearer , Reception and having my cousins visit my house

Wed + School, Recovery

Thats about all the things I have done in the past few days I am still trying to get use to my Lola not being here "in person" anymore but I know that she is now watching over me with my brother, Lolo, and auntie. But it is still not the same in the morning, afternoon, and just having her around.


Enjoy




Put this photo of Leo in Lola's casket because she loved him a lot

All so fast

Well, I don't really want to post much on this post because it is not really good news. I mean in a way it is good news and in another not so good. Well my Lola ( Grandma ) passed on yesterday April 1st around 2-3 pm around there. I got picked up at school and went to visit her at the hospital. I saw her maybe 30 minutes before she left and I didn't really know what to do. Of course right now I am sad thinking about the times we had and all that. Her room is right across from mine and it will never be the same anymore. I just wished I could of spent more time with her or talk to her more, of course me I didn't really care I just played my video games or I was on the computer, Of course I am going to regret it because she is gone now and I thought I would have learned my lesson after a few things that happened in my life but I guess I haven't. I don't think she knew how much I actually cared about her though, I ignored her sometimes when she use to tell me to do things like wash the dishes or clean my room. But I guess it's all gone now, she is with my brother, my auntie, and my lolo ( grandpa ). I just hope when she was alive she realized how much i loved her. But I can't do anything now of course I just hope she is happy up there and I hope I get to see all of them again one day especially my brother since I have never seen him before. Well I guess I am done for this post and if i don't post for a while you'll know why now..

Rest in Peace Lola , I love you.